Wednesday, July 14, 2004
end of my back dated updates..
and tis' my 6th entry today..
actually there's abit more.. but kinda lazy now..
anyway i've been feelin rather down lately...
think it's the *holidays-are-ending-soon blues* tt are setting in..
plus life is mostly filled with downs and downs now..
one moment everyth seemed to be going great.. but the next, i'd hear thgs like so-and-so's unhappy with this and that.. and such matters makes me worry biG tiMe! cuz stuff like this IS gonna affect many ppl and many thgs.. oh well, only God can handle this.. all i can do now is pray really hard for a BrEaktHrU..
so anyway, i AM excited about hostel life.. hostel food! ;P getting my own notebook.. meeting my hall mates and new school mates.. everyth!
yet at the same time i'm feelin totally uncertain and scared even of the future that's nearing so quickly! perhaps too quick for me.
think i'm still not prepared.. mentally and physically.
i dislike being in a pl where i hardly know anyone and den have to makes frens all over again.. i last felt this way in my first 3months in VJ (but then again, i had alot of my TK frens there.. so it wasnt SO bad).. oh no, i last felt this way on my first few days at work at Coffee Club and PLC.. where i dunno my colleagues and felt so left out all the time and like no one to talk to.. totally dreaded it.. but it GOT better eventually.. i believe it'll be e SAME for Uni..?? =P
there're so many things i have to do and settle before i start sch.. i can't afford to procrastinate any more.. time waits for no one. i have the most TWO WEEK left??
things on my to-do list:
* revive e FL Newsletter
* the Cafe's proposal and get it running by august.
* FL directory
* mommy's bday coming..
* p6 gathering next weekend..
* OneDay pamphlet
* Book study of Acts
* Minutes of last Comm Mtg.
* Go for RAG practices
* break e dreadful news (a $301.39 hp bill) to my parents and find the money to pay starhub.. =x
* Need to catch up with frens.
* Buy more clothes!! (haha..cuz i'll only bring my clothes back on weekend to wash!)
* and some more but less urgent ones..
speakin of friends.. i think i've seriously been neglecting my frens.. pam, grace, rice, shan, ting, pk, jas.. i'm so sorry.. i think i've pang-seh yall (esp. pam & grace) a few times alrdy and now i dun think i can join amore any more.. i had really wanted to.. =x man i really wish now tt the holidays cud last longer..
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